wow, so i basically abandoned this site, but i decided to write an entry really fast

im listening to rascal flatts, and i hope i get to go to their concert!!!!

this has been a pretty shitty week

sydney and i have been working on our pointe dance with miss julie, and it's the most beautiful dance you'll ever see, we are so excited.

yay

Currently Listening Eden (US Release - 16 tracks) By Sarah Brightman the last words you said. see related

ive realized there's no point in complaining, cuz it doesnt help anything, but i mean, i cant help it.

im too far gone.

Currently Listening Down 4 Life By D4L laffy taffy, shake that laffy taffy girl... see related

hey, i just got back from the HICKMAN vs rockbridge game, and rockbridge won, it was so suprising, but it was pretty cool...i had so much damn fun tho, i havent had that much fun in a really long time, i promise. 

so yea, i was really hyper, and i like randomly started crying it was crazy (there was a reason of course, but thats a different story, and i wont go into it) but i was SOOO happy to be with all my friends, and it was just glorious

yea, jonathyn went of with some girl named justine, and kinda sorta ignored me, so i just shook it off, and forgot about it for a while, i mean it's bothering me, but i didnt let it bother me while i was with my friends.

goodness i had so much fun, i love all yall who i hung out w/ tonight! sorry ive been so wierd and closed off lately.

well im gunna go now love bunches!

hey everyone, its been like a year and 3/4 since i updated this thing, probably because my mom freaked me out with all the information about internet freaks and what not...tho i still have a myspace...i think ive gone crazy!

well school sucks, and so does life sometimes, but i just gotta overcome it, and live joyfully. lol i sound so.. whats the word? cheery? i cant think of a good word oh well.

ive stopped going to church, and i guess ive betrayed alot of my friends, im pretty sure my life is starting to go downhill...what can i say? i hate school.

i watched titanic today and cried.

i feel like people dont even know me anymore, i think ive taken a turn for the worst, and im headed down some path that leads to nowhere, and im doing worse and worse in school. what is to happen?

oh i love jonathyn, and according to my mom, and apparently a few other people i know, i "dont care about shit except for my boyfriend" (my mother's exact words thank you very much)

is it considered skipping school when you wake up and feel fine, and then eat alot of crap like chocolate milk, and cookies, and rice crispy treats for breakfast to make urself feel like crap?? hm. well at least i really did have a really extra bad headache. i just really didnt want to go to school tho.

ive decided my life is boring, and im trapped, and i might die.

thursday was pretty cool, the b team won against oakland, and the a team played three games, and each game was within 2 points, and it was so nerve racking, but we didnt win. but we played well. Jonathyn came to watch us play, and after the games we went downtown to the twilight festival, and ate at jimmy johns...icky, but it was okay, i was starving, and it was like the last place we came to, after wandering aimlessly. then we walked around more, and i was singing to this christian band that was down there, and it drove JD crazy, but it was funny, and then we went into this alley, and he tried throwing me in a dumpster, and i fought him, and then i started dancing, and it was quite funny. then we walked for a while, and sat on the collums at jessie audotorium, and stayed there for a really long time, and it was so cold. i was shivering, and Jonathyn "took a nap" on my butt. then my mom called, and we met her and my dad at the heidleburg, and it was so cold, and we found a bathroom at lions choice cuz i was about to burst, and the hot water didnt work, so we still were really cold. then my parents came and we talked for a while, then his mommy picked him up, and we left. it was a really fun night, and i was exausted when i got home...

well that was thursday night for ya! much loving